okay let me start over

i dont really remember what wrote in my last blog. um i dont know what i said or what i didnt say, what you know or dont know. listening to xm flight26. got rid of the volkswagon beetle. that car was nothing but trouble, and i wouldnt recommend a vw to anyone. i think they are all horrible cars and hate people. ha so anyway, im driving my sisters old car, a green 97 toyota camry with 172k miles on it. i dont even care. i love it. its a "piece" and thats what i need. something that doesnt stress me out or doesnt start or is weird. that car sucked so bad.
new apartment. moved out with bryan redmon. its such a cute place. my bedroom is so little and adorable with a huge closet! gonna get my bed on saturday, isnt it cute!!! from ikeaa. im stoked.
its gonna be weird living without daniel. he was my everything. my shoulder to cry and lean on. he knew everything. i dont know. its better this way. i dont really want to talk about this here anyways. so... i was suppose to go to work at 10, but i got called in to come later at 2, so thats cool, im just hanging out. gonna go to my moms work in a few, get some gas, but thats not till 1, and its only like 1030. i dont know what to do im boooored. dis is what my car looks like
not bad huhhh? im silly. have a good day

its been a while since anything really. i moved out. a nice place, 3rd floor penthouse. 22nd and n.calvert. with my friend bryan redmon. im super stoked. havent slept there yet, still eery about the idea of sleeping alone again. i dont know. i always slept alone forever. until daniel. everything until daniel. i cant wait to start over. maybe this is all i need. to get ahead. to get to know me a little better. make friends. live. be 22. i dont feel like im living these days. i just dont feel like it. waiting o chinese food to show up, food is so good. got some orange chicken. gonna watch a family guy episode and eat eat eat. i love life. so much is going on. next thing i need is a laptop, 100%. someone help me with that! ha.
if you could change anything about me what would it be. i really dont want you to leave a comment stating your answer, just think about it. and laugh because ha, i made you think about me. weird. i feel weird. life is crazy. google is crazy. who am i? who are you. did you know there is no future or past, theres only like... right this second? like.... the future is not controlled by you at all so theres really no point in thinking about it or getting stressed out, everyday is different, every morning the sky looks a little bluer, a little clearer, and with each passing day we learn something new.

i have lost my mind just yet. i just havent written in a while and it feels weird to just talk about nonsense. daniel got a scooter. he's taken me on two rides so far and they are the best ever. just riding through the city, all the way downtown, just riding. forever. the wind gets cold. it just feels so freeing to be out there. i love every second of it. next summer= scooter??? maybe! why nooottt. oh so fuck my volkswagen in like 2 days im getting a toyota camry, ftw. im fucking STOKED. i just wanna drive legally, again. hahaha i want everything to be legal and i need to pay off my debts and where the hell is chinese man?

waiting on my food

it seems like forever. byeeee