whatever. heres where i say the same things. ive had different thoughts though. but yea, i worked till 4, forgot about this meeting we were having at 430 so i was at work till about 530, i guess i dont mind the extra hours at all. my total for my next paycheck will be like 75+ hours. little more or little less. but still, not bad at all. tonight i went to my moms after work for dinner. that was amazing. i had such a good time. i laughed so hard i cried. i love my family, so funny. hilarious. it was old times 100% and i loved it. i love all of them especially my mom of course. so after dinner i stopped at dunkin donuts got some donuts for the boys here and coffee for myself, had some coffee at my moms so it made me want it real bad! yummy!!
so yea like i said ive had different thoughts today. motivated, inspiring thoughts. smiling for the future. just feeling okay with where things are and in hopes things will be the same someday. be like i want them to be. feel a little more in control, or just control myself in general. too much stupid spending is killing me. buying and buying. more and more shit. i need to budget. really hard. maybe tomorrow on my break, thats what ill do but damn, i really need to. it sucks running out of money before the paychecks come through. this week i dont really have any bills to pay so ill put some away in savings and really be cautious with how i spend my money and where it goes. i know i can control myself. just say no. i need to go grocery shopping right when i get paid and get everything ill need to eat for the next two weeks, not that hard.
ill learn, i guess. im bored now, i guess ill go find more games to play.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment