pretty soon, im gonna do a tell-all blog about my experience in the whole "porn" thang. obviously if you know me, you know im not into that at all, it was a one time deal "once in a lifetime" "get it over with" "gotta do at least ONE time" kind of thing. and well, im gonna open my mouth and talk about the whole thing. every last good and bad thing. even about the people. im just going to be honest, not hurtful, and truthful, not dramatic. This was real life. and to me, it was like a dream... like that didnt really just happen. I had fun though. and it was an experience ill never ever forget. so yea, when i get some free time, i will tell it all. front to start. the REAL story. its unnervingly stupid and awkward and weird and somewhat scary and funny as shit. right now, i miss it. i miss the people most of all. the people who were my friends. "friends". were they ever really my friends? I dont know and dont really care. Im gonna figure it out...
...till next time
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twenty-two. trying to find my place in the world. i run on depression/anxiety/panic/excitement/laughter/tears/suffering/pain. I am set out to change my life and make it worth living for. Someday ill figure it out...
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