today was alright. i had off work which feels good. its always nice to have off work for anyone though, i guess. i slept till about 12. woke up sat around, watched tv, cleaned up some, drove around. and really did much of nothing. i work tomorrow 7-4 which is wild. ive never opened before so i hope i can do it and im not too tired!! i like waking up early so im sure it'll be fine. i would go to bed now if i could, soooo sleepy. tomorrow at work should be way easy and slow. we have two new girls but they are learning fast and so its becoming easier and easier each day.
with it becoming "fall" and getting cold out. i always feel weird. i have random anxious days where im nervous all day. just because of the weather. ive been doing well. the past year has been a worldwind. Ive grown so much stronger and im doing so much more with my life. its all uphill from here i believe. some days i just lose hope and swear it'll never get better and ill never get ahead and never pay off debt but thats just crazy talk, everything will be fine in the end. i am so stoked for the future. tomorrow that may change.
so heres a run through of life using single words and or short sentences. lots of tea, walking, fresh air, cold air if that, hoodies, 711 runs, long drive home, cheaper gas, easier to get through the day, shopping, target, blogging, thinking more, learning to breathe again, working alot, new hair soon, hoping for new tattoos soon, um thats it really.
my moms birthday is coming up. thats exciting. shes excited to be back at her old house and im even more excited. i need to find time to go over and hang out but there will be time, no worries.
i miss star rocket and the bean hollow and ellicott city.
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