Monday, February 23, 2009

sad enough to say

i think im in love. i think im gonna make it right. i think im gonna go for the gold as they say. i have everything i could ever need, in all actuality. what else am i looking for. why am i always looking for more. why cant it be enough. why do i have to ruin things. i can make it right. i can.

im so confused. i dont know what im doing or if im doing whats right if i even know. what do i know.
im just a dumb little girl
so lost...


im at that point where i no longer know what i want but i know what everyone else wants. my secrets and regrets are killing me. and i just want to let it go and start over. i wanna act like we never met before today.

im just a person begging to be loved too.


maybe this is all a mistake and i should "quit while im ahead"

i wish someone knew the RIGHT thing for ME. enough about everyone else.

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