my life is awesome. i dont mean to brag but maybe its worth bragging about. i brag because it still doesnt make me happy, something is missing. somethings not right. but heres the ups, the best, the good, the awesome. i have an awesome job. i got an awesome tax refund. i drive an awesome car. i have the cutest dog ever. and im about to fly to florida just because im bored and want a vacation. I love how free life can be. i can do whatever i want, at least it feel that way lately. im okay. i like things and i like waking up sometimes. its the falling asleep that sucks.
having money has been awesome. i got to pay some bills. splurge. pretend nothing has a price. happiness does sometimes. i just feel like for the first time in my life, things are going my way and exactly how id like it go. i love everything.
im in love with the idea of being in love and im not waiting anymore. im not searching for a lost cause. im not what everyone says i am. im not as bad as everyone makes me out to be. i just want what everyone wants and that doesnt make me sad.
ive been really enjoying having hayley in my life more often now. ever since she hurt herself she has been staying with me here at daniels apartment. we have so much fun and she also has fun by herself with her toys so it works out real well for both of us. today was the first time i left her home in her crate while i worked, and she did awesome! no accidents or anything. shes sooo cute.
!!!!!
damn im too excited for florida, i leave friday morning. i just bought my flight tonight out of spontanity. i just did it. didnt ask or tell anyone. just got em. then asked my dad to pick me up on friday morning from the airport
fucking awesome.
im ready to go now!!! time is flying too fast i need to slow it on down.
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